Had a busy week. Started last sunday whereby i stayed in for my medical studies which started on monday(which is literally a series of blood drawing) , attended 2 dry runs , had fun , sunburnt and a shock. For the third time since i entered NUS, someone from my primary school recognize me but i don't remember him. Made me start wondering did i do something big when i was in primary school.
Today, went out with hb and jj to watch pirates in the evening. These nv fail to surprise me once again by falling asleep in the cinema halfway through the cinema, all that i can say is thanks goodness they nv snore or worse sleepwalk. Anyway throughout the evening was watching the interaction between my 2 companions, juz got one though in my mind,"hmmm...is it my imagination?"
Anyway, i realised that recently i hv becoming more and more less bothered about other ppls' stuff... and realised that i m also more and more ignored(somehow wat i say no longer attract any attn, ie i can be interrupted very often when i m talking halfway). I feel that being less bothered about others sort of made my life less stressful. In the past, i tend to be very concern of other ppl, so much so that some ppl think that i m very busybody , and also feels that at times i m like being very tyrantlike. At times i tend to wonder why m i doing that since my concern at times is juz not appreciated.This kind of unappreciated feeling is just not nice. Think i sort of enlightened bah.. why bother about other ppl when ppl dun even bother. As for my sort of loss of my "talking ability", i wonder did i lose it or maybe i dun even have it to start off... I think i will juz remain quiet for the time being and let people have the silence that they hav been yearning for i suppose.
In short, Less bothering, Less trouble. Why put urself into such trouble?
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