Tuesday 26 June 2007

After eons since my last post i finally posted again. Attended engin camp 07 last week, i can't really say how good it was because i never really experience te entire thing, but i can say that the camp comm are very fun to be with. The endless bridges we had and the jokes and gossips we had. All the dunking and zi high got us reprimanded by the engin club management comm , but seriously we couldn't be bothered..haha. I guess we had lots of fun expanding our haha cards, dunking, flouring, muah cheeing, tau poking each other. At the start of the planning stages, the entire comm was split into 3 different groups, namely the esp ppl, me ameet and another freshie and the others. The esp ppl apparently is unable to understand the jokes that was cracked by me and ameet initially and thus sort of dislike us. As more dry runs are held and as the camp draw closer, i suppose the ice melted between us and them maybe because of ameet chasing after them with a cane? haha.. through the camp comm i made more frens esp those ppl frm the esp side, somehow one way or another we managed to somehow tuned to each other's frequency and gelled so well that that we ignored the other councillors and freshies..haha..
I can't say that the camp comm is the best there is , but in my opinion , by far i tink it is the most cooperative and willing to help each other one. You see people volunteering to help other dept even when it does not concern them, getting volunteers in this comm is as easy a piece of cake. You hear no moanings or grouses when someone ask another to do something, i suppose that to me is the best comm so far bah.

Monday , 4th June 2007

Had a busy week. Started last sunday whereby i stayed in for my medical studies which started on monday(which is literally a series of blood drawing) , attended 2 dry runs , had fun , sunburnt and a shock. For the third time since i entered NUS, someone from my primary school recognize me but i don't remember him. Made me start wondering did i do something big when i was in primary school.
Today, went out with hb and jj to watch pirates in the evening. These nv fail to surprise me once again by falling asleep in the cinema halfway through the cinema, all that i can say is thanks goodness they nv snore or worse sleepwalk. Anyway throughout the evening was watching the interaction between my 2 companions, juz got one though in my mind,"hmmm...is it my imagination?"
Anyway, i realised that recently i hv becoming more and more less bothered about other ppls' stuff... and realised that i m also more and more ignored(somehow wat i say no longer attract any attn, ie i can be interrupted very often when i m talking halfway). I feel that being less bothered about others sort of made my life less stressful. In the past, i tend to be very concern of other ppl, so much so that some ppl think that i m very busybody , and also feels that at times i m like being very tyrantlike. At times i tend to wonder why m i doing that since my concern at times is juz not appreciated.This kind of unappreciated feeling is just not nice. Think i sort of enlightened bah.. why bother about other ppl when ppl dun even bother. As for my sort of loss of my "talking ability", i wonder did i lose it or maybe i dun even have it to start off... I think i will juz remain quiet for the time being and let people have the silence that they hav been yearning for i suppose.

In short, Less bothering, Less trouble. Why put urself into such trouble?

Sunday 27 May 2007

Went ubin yesterday, had fun. Took many pictures but too bad cannot upload here cos i simply hav no idea how to. Funny thing is that it was only a simple bicycle riding expedition yet it brought quite a lot of fun to me. I suppose its those carefree without worries mind for that short period of time that is the fun.. In this crazy world where everyone is rushing like mad, who would really take time off to stop and smell the flowers around ?
Also had my results yesterday, had an improvement , dunno whether to feel sad or relieved.. i sort of expected the results but have yet to come to terms with it. I do feel that this time round the results gave me this glimmer of hope that made me feel like i can do better and make my goal seemed achieveable. At the end of the day i suppose i can only say that i need tonnes of luck to achieve that.
Going medical studies tonight hopefully i wun be bored to death doing nth but figuring out how air looked like.

Friday 18 May 2007(Just some random thoughts)

This week isn't very exciting..haha nothing much really happened other than i lost money..but seeing paul look so happy..i decided NOT going to let him win again..haha thats if luck permits..haha. started with my medical studies today.. awaitng for the stay in period whereby i will hv to find stuff to do.. and now waiting for the dry runs and camps to start and occupy my time..hopefully this hols wld be more occupied as compared to last yr's one.. results coming out soon ..wish myself gd luck ...really in need of miracle!!!!

Sunday 13 May 2007(G)

Celebrated my cousin's 21st birthday today. Met up with my other cousins... realised how time flies, it was like yesterday that i celebrated my single digit birthday with a huge cake(similar to the one my cousin had for her 21st birthday), or when we were all young and childish set up our own silly "exiciting eight" club and hold 'meetings' in the balcony and our silly passwords, or when we are all admiring cars and now some even own their own cars. Those were the days when we are all still carefree and innocent and worryfree. Now everything is different, people are still the same but thinking is totally different already. I suppose we had our happy phase and its time to move on. Looking back, still cherish those days were everything seemed so simple. I suppose now can only once in awhile dwell in those happy memories and laugh over them in meals and the rest of the time prepare myself for my entry to the rat race...

Friday 11 May 2007(G)

Went to minds cafe earlier on with my army mates, which includes current working class and students like myself. Jolt back lots of memories, had a fun time playing taboo all the guessing and the funny answers and clues given. Sort of miss those army days. Also realised that our OC isn't really that bad since he only say he will charge us but never really charge us whereas other OCs do wat they say..so can be considered really heng..haha
Looking at my army mates faces, remind me that i will also be joining in the silly rat race in 2 yrs time.. wonder after tat will we still hv time to meet out and act childish and play games like taboo and all the screaming and bitching .. will we still keep in contact?

Wednesday 09 May 2007(G)

Almost one week since i am done with my last paper... holidays are finally here. Somehow the feeling i had for the hols during the exam period and now is quite different. during the exam period the hols seemed like some light at the end of the tunnel , some motivation, but funny how the feeling ended with the exams. i suppose this is the way of life. when u achieve something that u hv been working for and towards to , there is period whereby u suddenly go aimless and goaless in life.. everything just seemed so boring... why?

for this hols i took on a more proactive role i suppose... packed my hols wif lots of activity, which includes 2 camps, multiple dry runs, clinical studies, and 2 more different ccas. hopefully i will be more occupied this time round and let m mind wander too much... currently i m suffering from a terrible sunburnt and feel like some snake shedding skin.....sian...forgot to bring sunblock on sat now end up all red...looking like some cooked lobster..haiz...