Saturday, sleepy day, went school to mug, not bad read through 2 chapters. Met up with hb and paul, good people to study PDC with since they are the clever ones(unlike me....haiz) Tml going back to chiong... Juz heard frm hb that today another incident happened that added to her traumatizing saga.. haha.. Note to hb, next time please be more specific when you wish(haha)...
Anyway was thinking on my way home and realised that i m quite a sick person..haha.. i derive great pleasure from people's suffering..mainly strangers(esp those that i wun meet again). I suppose thats why i LOVEEEEEE to complain..haha.. was actually planning to write another complain letter abt nussu, then after thinking thru, i tink in the end i will only achieve making people mad(which somehow makes me happy) and nothing else. Think i hav too much bad karma coming after me, time to stop on such stuff and time to ji de(AKA do more gd deeds) , and less of those sun ren bu li ji(AKA harm people without benefitting) . Its a bit strange how i can really irritate people or rather get ppl frustrated. I think maybe its just the idea of putting myself into people's shoes and consider wat kind of acts i do would really piss the person off. Frens wise , dun worry lah, i treat u all differently, actually i tink i m quite a possesive person, so most prob i wun do such things to u all lah, cos i also dun wan u all to do likewise to me(thats why i only do to strangers..since they can do anything to me...ok i admit i m evil...) .. thats why i am one who hates frens who betray my trust and stuff like that. to put it simply, i am a weird person, if u noe me i juz believe that don't do unto others what u don't want others to do unto u... for strangers, simply because i dunno them, naturally even if they scold me i wouldn;t take it to heart cos they dun affect me, as compared to frens. thats because i being more possessive so naturally will care more, well the more u care the more affected u become i suppose... in a nutshell i m juz weird...hahaha=P
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